Bila Engkau Jauh

Bila Engkau Jauh by Shannon
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Sedapnya hati tidak jemu
Tak sabar bermanja
Hanya sehari tak bertemu
Macam selamanya
Rindukan tawamu
Yang menyegarkanku

Aku tersiksa dengan sendu
Bila engkau jauh
bila terasa sentuhanmu
aku tersembuh

aku bermimpi riang terbang
pagi sampai senja
cinta di hati sudah kembang
untuk engkau saja

tidur atau jaga
rindu sentiasa

aku tak pernah bercinta
sampai terbalik seluruh duniaku
hanya satu yang kupinta
jangan tinggalkan aku

aku merayu oh kekasih
belailah hatiku
bila ku layu lagi sedih
curahlah kasihmu

kau dakaplah aku
sembuhkan piluku

jika kau rasa sepertiku
bila aku jauh
biarlah dua jadi satu
bersama selalu
hanya kau dan aku



~ hai...lambatnye la nak tunggu lg 25 hari my rummet coming back...
(2 bulan leh pulak tunggu ye...heheh) ..betul la penantian tu satu penyiksaan..
Naufal also start to counting down the days... "..tangan Naufal dua-dua, tangan adik dua-dua, tangan ibu sebelah aje...." :-)

Wedges

Women's shoes
There is a large variety of shoes available for women, in addition to most of the men's styles being more accepted as unisex. Some broad categories are:

High heels may be shoes with heels 2 inches (5 cm) or higher. They are often seen as having more sex appeal than low heels (see article for discussion) and are thus commonly worn by women for formal occasions or social outings.

Kitten heels are low high heels from about 1.5 to 2 inches high, set in from the back of the shoe.

Sneaker boot and sneaker pump: a shoe that looks like an athletic shoe, but is equipped with a heel, making it a kind of novelty dress shoe.
Wedge Sandals are sandals but have the ankles higher as if wearing a high heels shoe.
Mules are shoes or slippers with no fitting around the heel (i.e. they are backless)
Slingbacks are shoes which are secured by a strap behind the heel, rather than over the top of the foot.
Espadrilles are casual flat or high-heeled fashion sandals of a style which originated in the Pyrenees. They usually have a cotton or canvas upper and a flexible sole of rope or rubber.
Pumps are known in the US and UK as ballerinas, ballet pumps or skimmers, are shoes with a very low heel and a relatively short vamp, exposing much of the instep. They are popular for warm-weather wear, and may be seen as more comfortable than shoes with a higher heel.

How I love Wedges so much. But my dearest hubby tak suka.. dia cakap 'tak lawo'..
tapi tak bleh tahan meh..nengok yang ni...



terus terpikat..sorry darling..tak tahan.. eheheh

Ofis ibu..

wow! after 4 days berperang ngan Naufal, ari ni dia dengan senyum simpul nya bangun pagi, ready to take a shower and get ready..nak pegi ofis ibu...
suka la tu...
actually he's on treatment..kepala dia jadi jangkitan fungus..so, there's one spot kat kepala,sebesar syiling 50sen,bahagian tu rambut gugur dan jadi bisul halus..
lama betul nak baik..sampai paed tu refer to pakar kulit...
nampak cam dah nak baik..so, ari ni appoinment lg..tak larat plak nak balik to kepong,fetch dia utk ke kampung baru semula..tu yang bawak je ke ofis...
behave betul kat ofis..tak banyak ragam...that's my boy..Good Boy :-D mcm ni selalu kan best... (kalo dah nama budak2..mananya nak duduk diam lama2..heheh)

Anak..oo..anak...

Letih sgt rasanya ari ni...
masuk ari ni dah 3 hari dah my elder son buat perangai...
tak mo pegi 'skolah': nursery..
bila dia bangun je pagi mintak nak tengok tv, hmm..dah tau dah..."dia buat dah...."
Aku tau sebab musabab nape dia tak nak pegi..
sebab tok,wan,cu ngan lang (my family) ada kat umah...
malas nak tinggalkan dia kat umah since my mum and lang tiap hari ni kena ulang g physio kat Pusrawi..(due to slip disc treatment).
trus aku pun jadi 'mak tiri' pagi-pagi..
letih..mmg letih..
tapi ari ni mmg terasa sgt..marah..tapi at the same time sedih..bila naufal menjerit "Tak nak kawan ibu..biar ibu sorang-sorang g ofis. Naufal nak kawan ngan adik,ayah,tok,wan,cu ngan lang"
uwaa....!! sedih gila..
mmg aku tau dia marah..tapi dia leh sampai hati cakap macam tu, mmg dia marah betul ngan aku nampaknya...
sepagi kat ofis tak dpt buat keje..
until i called and talked to him..
rasa disiram air yang sejuk sangat bila dgr suara halus dia kat ujung telefon :
"Ibu...abang tengah main ni....main pedang ngan kawan"
as if tak de ape pun yg berlaku..
yup, they forget things easily...
cuma deep inside my heart, i'm worried that things happened this morning,jadi satu titik hitam kat hati dia...i know my son..

malam ni jadi malam keempat la i'll make him promise these and that..nasihat itu ini... and i bet he'll say "Abang nak jadi good boy"..
Of course,dear..abang kan good boy...

The clock is ticking..and he is leaving

sedihnya...sedar tak sedar tinggal 5 hari je lagi sebelum hubby berangkat..
sedih mmg sedih la...tu sbb malas nak countdown...
ni kali kedua la kena tinggal..dua tahun lepas bersama naufal je..masa tu naufal baru setahun lbh...and at that time,we missed 2 birthdays...his and naufals'..syahdu betul...
kali ni bertiga...ok la...nisrin tu mmg tak faham apa lagi...cuma naufal la nnt...tak tau cemana pulak pe'elnya kali ni...
harap tak meragam sangat macam dulu..naufal pun dah besar, kan....
tak pe..nanti kita spend time with ayah dalam masa terdekat ni..
iskk..tetiba rasa syahdu plak...deep in my heart,i know that actually it's me who has to be strong...kejap je 3 bulan tuh...nak mulakan sesuatu tu je yg berat...
insya Allah...this is not my first time,rite..?
kena kuat dan sihat for my kids..tu yg penting.
chaiyo!chaiyo! aiza...

Salam Aidilfitri buat semua...

Beraya lagi kita tahun ni..alhamdulillah...syukur..masih bernafas dan dapat melihat kegembiraan anak-anak beraya...mmg raya sebenarnya utk bebudak pun...
bnyk beli baju bebudak berdua tuh..tp tak semua dapat pakai..as for Naufal,bnyk baju beso lg utk dia...but for adik,asik tuko-tuko baju je la..eheh..ye la..dianya cepat besar..tak tahan lama baju tu semua...

tahun ni raya kedah dulu..pastu baru balik perak..nasib baik la sehala je...
so, tiap2 tahun mmg dapat beraya dua-dua kampung..cuma yg mana dulu je la..


~Naufal hepi di pagi raya~


~raya kat alor setar~


~ Naufal dan Nisrin di Ipoh~


Maaf zahir batin utk semua..ada kesempatan jemput la dtg ke rumah..gimme a call first..kalo idak,korang makan kueh raya yg ada je la ye...ehehe..

After a long time...

erk..lama jugak tak update blog nih..iskk..
actually bz and most of my time online @ facebook..heheh..my new pet la kiranya..
but i'll try eh utk update ape yg patut kat cn..coz mmg sometime rasa nak sembang and sharing with u guys ape liveupdate me and my family..

Kesahnya,raya ritu...met some of my frens yg mmg dah lama giler tak jumpa..kawan2 masa skolah,masa blajar..still in touch..tp tak berkesempatan nak berjumpa.. mmg tak de masa...(alasan..)
mmg la lain kalo dah jumpa balik after 13 years..lama siuttt...
yg kecik,dah beso...dah kawen,dah beranak pinak...iskk..betapa cepatnya masa berlalu...
mmg terpaksa berkorban sket cari masa utk pegi ziarah dan jumpa..or else,mmg tak laa..



~Emilia-College and UTM mate


~Munirah - schoolmate


~Sufian and Farid - classmate~

hope that we'll still in touch..walaupun susah beno nak jumpa,harap this friendship will last forever...



* Aiza: miss the ol' times....uhuhukkk